working hard for tmr last sem paper..

Actually, tmr we having two more papers so that i can finish it and i wil pass this sem. Now alrd like 1.34a.m. of 31st of dec. Tmr is new year..Is the new year for everyone, but i never fell any happiness in my heart to welcome the new year. Since the last day of december, I still rushing my works to do revision for tmr final paper. Now i teaching my dear to study. I am very sorry, my dear. I never k bout ur feelings, I jus keep on scolding when feeling very bad. I not really wan to hurt u from the begining. Hope u can accept my sorry and let me sayang u bac. I wish u tmru can score and pass in ur final at leat next year u can stay at Kampar. Tmr is newn year. I cant bring u bac, but i would like to be the first one who wish u Happy New Year. Wish u have the new year and have a new blessing. I stil hope on the new year i can accompany u along the year. I will not easily give up with this relationship too..New year and God Bless..

Away from home

Yesterday, I ran away from home..I bring the sadness to myself and my family. I will never never admit her as my parents or part of my family, coz i know i dun need her anymore. I hope to stay away from home, but my mum,how??Who can giv me some suggestions and tel me wat shuld i do? I really have no ways to go anymore. I jus hope to live in a peace ways without any arguments about my baby. I dunno truly about the reaason y is happened so..Is it my own temper??but, i dun think is really bout tat. i cried the whole day.Sadness and pain around me and my heart. Tmr is my last day for final.I jus hope i can pass it and stay in kl. I wont bac so oftenly since i dun have home anymore...

break up

I have made my decision. I mentioned break up just within a few minutes. I think i have made the roght decision for this time at the right time.I wont cry.I have to be strong this time.
Rosli, pls accept my sorry and let me go.There will be no longer for me and you.I noe u feel sad. I noe u love me, but sorry....
We will never ever meet again. Dont worry, U will be alright soon. I know..

the 3rd semester 1st exam................

the day i woke up
whole body felt very tired
no energy,nothing can force my body move
just moving slow...slow....and slow...
mouth,lazy to say something, juz quiet
and ya....ya...em...em...huh....em.....
actually what happen to me???
stress?? i also dun know...
but from my mouth said, i'm no nervous..
did i ??
or i dun know what is the real stress feel is ??
same time, my body felt not well.....
but why cant trust what i have said....
baby,i'm sorry....i really dun know what happen.....

眼泪

今天我留下了许多的眼泪，带给他很多的不愉快。
他睡了，我睡不着。我写下了这个。
宝贝，对不起。
我今天竟然告诉你，我在玩弄这段感情。
其实从一开始，我都没有想过。我是从第一天和你开始时，都很认真。
我每次告诉自己要坚强，不要在你面前哭，但是我就是忍不住。
我很害怕自己会失去你，去三番四次叫你离开我。
我知道你很爱我，很喜欢我待在你身边。
留的眼泪太多了。。
是时候要停了。
我不想我留下的眼泪，再带给你不愉快。
答应我，要快乐！
这是我唯一我想给你的。。
只是想你慢慢的放开我。。
求求你千万不要看到这个。。

Creating surprise

Actually, I am now trying to do some specialty to him. I hope to bring more joy, cheer and happiness to him in our dating time. Christmas is just around the corner and I found out that i m lacking of time to make the present for him. The purpose i want to prepare this myself is to leave the memories to him. After two months, i got to study in KL. I am now studying very very hard for the freaking final examination. In this meanwhile, I am preparing the present for him too. I hope to make some stars. Unfortunately, I forgot how to make it, so, I ask him.
These few days, even this morning, I angry him with small little things. First, when he teach me how to make stars, actually i wan him to tel me what i m go wrong in my making stars process. Secondly, coz of Miss Tan. I found out you always will inform her something if there is something happened. I m not jealous with all that, mayb is realted to my personal characteristic. I dun think i have to inform everything to one person since he or she is not related and not really important in my life. I feel like u really dun understand what i m trying to say. Thridly, in the morning time, I really feel damn tired so i overslept. When i wake up that time, is alrd 8a.m.
Actually, last night,we planned to eat breakast together in the morning but since i overslept coz last midnight, I help u to check out the unit registeration time and look some news in the wble too. I know around 7 that time, u have sms me "Morning", but i really feel very very tired. So, i choose to sleep. I angry why he cannot wake up first, until i have to wwake him up at last..
After that, we peace!!hehe^^